That's what I have - run envy. We were at the track tonight doing drills and then running in zone 1 and zone 2 (how do you differentiate it?) and there was this guy there. He had like no fat on his body anywhere. He was a bit taller than me but not a lot and probably weighed about 30 pounds less than I weigh.
And, he was flying around the track. He made running look easy. He would run fast (not sprinting - just very fast) and then trot around the end of the track and then run fast the rest of the way.
I don't usuallly live with envy. I choose not to wish things were different than they are. It's not healthy for me to dwell on how things could be or might be or could have been or might be.
But, gosh, I sure do wish I could run faster. I wish I could run with as much ease as this guy. He was great to watch because he was so fluid in his movement. Running was totally his thing. It was cool.
I love to run. I really do. It's just that sometimes it's hard. I wouldn't mind if running was easy every now and then.